我需要安慰 - 閒聊

By Andrew
at 2009-05-12T19:40

Table of Contents

這個月對我的打擊實在太大
恍如隔世

4月中，愛人熊熊因為腹部脹氣入院檢查
此後，他再也沒能跟我說過任何一句話...
從他慢慢失去意識，在上個週末的母親節凌晨辭世
那種深深的無力與哀傷
就不曾間斷過
雖然有幸能緊緊握著他的手，陪他一直走到人生的盡頭
但時間對於我倆仍舊太短暫了

直到現在
深深的凝視著他的遺體、他的遺容
仍不斷妄想他還能再醒過來

他好年輕，今年就要從博班畢業了
6月正要去美國參加一場國際研討會
他還想著要畢業工作賺錢好改善家裡經濟狀況...
好多好多的美夢...怎麼瞬間都成了泡影

我常想
要是現在躺著的是我，那該有多好
這樣他的夢就不會中斷了
就不會這麼心碎和遺憾

我常跟自己說: 已經沒有什麼可以失去了
但我現在失去的，卻是我在困頓生活裡那心靈的寄託
好難已接受....也不願接受

親愛的熊
我是你的小兔
看著你，想著你，念著你，你的擁抱，你的話語...
現在我卻只能緊緊抓著你的外套，努力不讓自己哭泣

我好想你
一邊辦理你的後事，一邊默默拭去眼角的淚
他們說不可以讓你牽掛
但我卻不想走出你的回憶

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All Comments

By Caitlin
at 2009-05-15T23:34

我哭了..........拍拍~~~

By Anonymous
at 2009-05-19T03:27

加油:(

By Kyle
at 2009-05-22T07:21

拍拍！！

By Heather
at 2009-05-25T11:14

拍拍加油

By Adele
at 2009-05-28T15:07

拍拍...

By Lucy
at 2009-05-31T19:01

拍拍　驚　我男人也有脹氣耶ˊˋ

By Rebecca
at 2009-06-03T22:54

原來這會這麼嚴重嗎ˊˋ?

By Eartha
at 2009-06-07T02:48

大拍拍

By Carolina Franco
at 2009-06-10T06:41

拍拍妳要加油喔!!!

By Hamiltion
at 2009-06-13T10:34

拍拍...

By Daph Bay
at 2009-06-16T14:28

不好意思,可以問結果是什麼病嗎?
我也常脹氣

By Rosalind
at 2009-06-19T18:21

加油 >< 一定要加油!

By Donna
at 2009-06-22T22:15

原PO要堅強~加油 HUG!!

By Michael
at 2009-06-26T02:08

好哀傷喔，加油！堅強的走下去！

By Zanna
at 2009-06-29T06:01

拍拍加油喔~~

By Rae
at 2009-07-02T09:55

拍拍~看完了都哭了

By Quintina
at 2009-07-05T13:48

拍拍加油!!!

By Heather
at 2009-07-08T17:42

拍拍加油!!

By Bennie
at 2009-07-11T21:35

加油

By Robert
at 2009-07-15T01:28

拍拍~我也哭了...加油...

By Doris
at 2009-07-18T05:22

(摟)拍拍～這種痛真的難以言喻

By Andrew
at 2009-07-21T09:15

拍拍加油！！O_Q

By Olive
at 2009-07-24T13:09

加油

By Yedda
at 2009-07-27T17:02

拍拍

By Emma
at 2009-07-30T20:55

http://0rz.tw/DZfkO 用這首歌替原PO拍拍

By John
at 2009-08-03T00:49

好難過

By Ida
at 2009-08-06T04:42

加油喔...!!!

By Liam
at 2009-08-09T08:36

好好加油

By Mia
at 2009-08-12T12:29

拍拍~他會在妳身邊一直守護著妳的

By Quanna
at 2009-08-15T16:22

拍拍~~ 要加油喔!!

By Connor
at 2009-08-18T20:16

拍拍~

By Jacky
at 2009-08-22T00:09

拍拍加油:)

By Puput
at 2009-08-25T04:03

拍拍加油

By Steve
at 2009-08-28T07:56

拍拍加油~

By Ethan
at 2009-08-31T11:49

拍拍,原波加油,我鼻酸了.....

By Kelly
at 2009-09-03T15:43

拍拍加油!

By Charlotte
at 2009-09-06T19:36

加油!!

By Kumar
at 2009-09-09T23:30

拍拍給原PO一個大擁抱...

By Vanessa
at 2009-09-13T03:23

拍拍~~~><~

By Rosalind
at 2009-09-16T07:16

加油

By Robert
at 2009-09-19T11:10

我哭了T_T 原波要保重自己他在天上才
會安心喔!

By Harry
at 2009-09-22T15:03

By Anthony
at 2009-09-25T18:57

加油!!

By Suhail Hany
at 2009-09-28T22:50

拍拍原PO要堅強令人感傷的一篇 Q_Q

By Dorothy
at 2009-10-02T02:43

拍拍..加油，他一定也希望妳過得好 !

By Jacob
at 2009-10-05T06:37

拍拍 !!!

By Rosalind
at 2009-10-08T10:30

加油Q_Q好難過

By Lily
at 2009-10-11T14:24

拍拍要堅強喔 Q_Q

By Elvira
at 2009-10-14T18:17

[email protected]@~ 拍拍秀秀喔～～

By Yedda
at 2009-10-17T22:10

拍拍...

By Ula
at 2009-10-21T02:04

拍拍~ 可以請問是什麼病嗎??

By Genevieve
at 2009-10-24T05:57

拍拍~

By Rachel
at 2009-10-27T09:51

...我哭了...天殺的>__<加油

By Heather
at 2009-10-30T13:44

秀秀.....(6月的研討會是在舊金山嗎?)

By Iris
at 2009-11-02T17:37

拍拍要堅強一定也希望你過得好

By Erin
at 2009-11-05T21:31

拍拍!!!請堅強起來!!!

By Odelette
at 2009-11-09T01:24

拍拍…鼻酸了ˊˋ

By Puput
at 2009-11-12T05:18

拍拍... 要拍到這篇爆...

By Victoria
at 2009-11-15T09:11

加油!!!

By Kama
at 2009-11-18T13:04

拍拍

By Ingrid
at 2009-11-21T16:58

拍拍... 一定要加油哦:)

By Linda
at 2009-11-24T20:51

拍拍..

By Steve
at 2009-11-28T00:45

拍拍...

By Erin
at 2009-12-01T04:38

拍拍...加油唷!!!

By Thomas
at 2009-12-04T08:31

拍拍 QQ 加油加油:)))))

By Jacob
at 2009-12-07T12:25

拍拍原PO加油

By Harry
at 2009-12-10T16:18

拍拍

By Jacob
at 2009-12-13T20:12

拍拍~~~我哭了><

By Suhail Hany
at 2009-12-17T00:05

拍拍~~Q_Q 哭了

By Thomas
at 2009-12-20T03:58

原PO要加油別太難過自己身體也要顧歐

By Olive
at 2009-12-23T07:52

拍拍!!!加油

By Mary
at 2009-12-26T11:45

原波加油

By Emma
at 2009-12-29T15:39

拍拍!!

By Skylar Davis
at 2010-01-01T19:32

拍拍加油

By George
at 2010-01-04T23:25

秀秀

By Jacob
at 2010-01-08T03:19

拍拍..原PO要加油..

By Isabella
at 2010-01-11T07:12

拍拍...原PO加油!

By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-01-14T11:06

祝福他一路好走,也希望妳堅強起來>"<

By Dorothy
at 2010-01-17T14:59

加油

By Adele
at 2010-01-20T18:52

拍拍~加油喔!

By Tracy
at 2010-01-23T22:46

拍拍.....

By Queena
at 2010-01-27T02:39

原po加油~

By Skylar Davis
at 2010-01-30T06:33

原PO要堅強加油!!

By Zenobia
at 2010-02-02T10:26

拍拍~

By Sarah
at 2010-02-05T14:19

抱抱~~~原PO加油!祝福他到天堂去享福

By Eartha
at 2010-02-08T18:13

秀秀~你要連他的份一起幸福下去喔!

By Hedwig
at 2010-02-11T22:06

加油!要往前看,堅強創造未來的人生喔

By Hamiltion
at 2010-02-15T02:00

拍拍... 原po加油哦!

By Frederica
at 2010-02-18T05:53

加油～拍拍

By Elizabeth
at 2010-02-21T09:46

我阿公也在同一天走了...希望他們現在都

By Oscar
at 2010-02-24T13:40

沒有苦痛

By Carol
at 2010-02-27T17:33

拍拍…加油！

By Aaliyah
at 2010-03-02T21:27

加油!!

By Caitlin
at 2010-03-06T01:20

加油為了他好好的活下去

By Kelly
at 2010-03-09T05:13

拍拍～加油！！

By Lauren
at 2010-03-12T09:07

拍拍加油

By Oscar
at 2010-03-15T13:00

加油一定要好好走下去喔><

By Cara
at 2010-03-18T16:54

加油...

By Faithe
at 2010-03-21T20:47

拍拍> <

By Enid
at 2010-03-25T00:40

拍拍加油喔！！！

By Zanna
at 2010-03-28T04:34

加油加油~要好好照顧自己喔~

By Cara
at 2010-03-31T08:27

加油...看了心很酸... :(

By Blanche
at 2010-04-03T12:21

加油

By Dora
at 2010-04-06T16:14

加油，你要堅強...我相信他也不希望
你難過...也不希望他會影響到你的生

By Brianna
at 2010-04-09T20:07

活...加油！要熬過來...^^

By Agnes
at 2010-04-13T00:01

加油!!!!!

By Erin
at 2010-04-16T03:54

加油!

By Charlotte
at 2010-04-19T07:48

拍拍你要加油

By Poppy
at 2010-04-22T11:41

加油

By Carolina Franco
at 2010-04-25T15:34

拍拍...加油!!!

By Poppy
at 2010-04-28T19:28

鼻酸><拍拍...加油!!!

By Vanessa
at 2010-05-01T23:21

拍拍趕快走出來吧...

By Leila
at 2010-05-05T03:15

加油!!

By Emma
at 2010-05-08T07:08

我之前才見識過,只是走的人是我大哥...

By Cara
at 2010-05-11T11:01

希望你可以趕快走出來,加油~~

By John
at 2010-05-14T14:55

拍拍

By Tracy
at 2010-05-17T18:48

拍拍

By Kelly
at 2010-05-20T22:42

我也哭了請堅強..拍拍拍拍......

By Rebecca
at 2010-05-24T02:35

加油~!

By Audriana
at 2010-05-27T06:28

加油... 讓大家在這裡陪妳...

By Ivy
at 2010-05-30T10:22

加油...你不是一個人ˊˋ

By Dinah
at 2010-06-02T14:15

拍拍...

By William
at 2010-06-05T18:09

拍拍, 加油!!

By Olive
at 2010-06-08T22:02

拍拍,別難過

By Ivy
at 2010-06-12T01:55

加油

By Carolina Franco
at 2010-06-15T05:49

加油>"<

By Ula
at 2010-06-18T09:42

原po加油!!

By Skylar Davis
at 2010-06-21T13:36

拍拍~

By Hedda
at 2010-06-24T17:29

拍拍

By Mary
at 2010-06-27T21:22

你要堅強好好的活下去加油~

By Brianna
at 2010-07-01T01:16

拍拍

By Queena
at 2010-07-04T05:09

加油! 他一定希望妳能好好地繼續生活!

By Necoo
at 2010-07-07T09:03

加油!!!!!

By David
at 2010-07-10T12:56

加油!看了都快哭出來了...

By David
at 2010-07-13T16:49

加油!!!

By Susan
at 2010-07-16T20:43

(拭淚) 拍!!

By Connor
at 2010-07-20T00:36

T^T

By Rosalind
at 2010-07-23T04:30

加油!!

By Robert
at 2010-07-26T08:23

拍拍!!!加油!!!

By Una
at 2010-07-29T12:16

加油....一定要走出來多久不要緊!

By Quintina
at 2010-08-01T16:10

拍拍加油!

By Freda
at 2010-08-04T20:03

拍拍加油.....

By Mason
at 2010-08-07T23:57

拍拍!加油唷

By Callum
at 2010-08-11T03:50

By Hardy
at 2010-08-14T07:43

啪啪！你要堅強，因他不會希望你難過過日子

By Isla
at 2010-08-17T11:37

加油！

By Margaret
at 2010-08-20T15:30

拍拍!! 加油!!

By Gary
at 2010-08-23T19:24

OH NO~加油

By Olga
at 2010-08-26T23:17

加油!加油喔!

By Andy
at 2010-08-30T03:10

拍拍~加油

By Noah
at 2010-09-02T07:04

加油~好難過!!

By Tom
at 2010-09-05T10:57

拍拍

By Jake
at 2010-09-08T14:51

加油

By Blanche
at 2010-09-11T18:44

拍拍.....！

By Tom
at 2010-09-14T22:37

好好哭吧!那種痛我了解,是痛到心坎去的

By William
at 2010-09-18T02:31

有一天時間會沖掉你的悲傷

By Selena
at 2010-09-21T06:24

但是不管怎樣,我相信你家熊熊會希望你好好

By Delia
at 2010-09-24T10:18

希望時間能讓妳走出傷痛!他也會這麼希望的

By Delia
at 2010-09-27T14:11

拍拍!!!

By Robert
at 2010-09-30T18:04

拍拍!!

By Agnes
at 2010-10-03T21:58

希望他有保險

By Delia
at 2010-10-07T01:51

拍拍千萬保重自己

By Jacob
at 2010-10-10T05:45

天啊QQ 拍拍

By Zanna
at 2010-10-13T09:38

拍拍..

By Rosalind
at 2010-10-16T13:31

拍拍...加油!!!

By John
at 2010-10-19T17:25

拍拍~~加油

By Agatha
at 2010-10-22T21:18

拍拍~ 我也想知道常常脹氣......

By Sandy
at 2010-10-26T01:12

再看了下之前妳發的文,真是心酸..加油喔!

By Tristan Cohan
at 2010-10-29T05:05

拍拍要加油!

By Thomas
at 2010-11-01T08:58

加油

By Leila
at 2010-11-04T12:52

加油!!!拍拍!真的要保重自己!

By Oliver
at 2010-11-07T16:45

加油:(

By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-11-10T20:39

加油~拍拍~

By Liam
at 2010-11-14T00:32

拍拍~加油~你好好照顧自己喔^^

By Caroline
at 2010-11-17T04:25

加油！！

By Robert
at 2010-11-20T08:19

拍拍...

By Susan
at 2010-11-23T12:12

拍拍加油

By Freda
at 2010-11-26T16:06

小兔加油，要堅強！

By Andrew
at 2010-11-29T19:59

加油!!(拍)

By Rebecca
at 2010-12-02T23:52

加油(拍拍)要好好堅強的過接下來的每一天唷

By Andy
at 2010-12-06T03:46

加油！希望妳能堅強！

By Anonymous
at 2010-12-09T07:39

拍拍~我也剛經歷喪親之痛!要加油撐過

By Kelly
at 2010-12-12T11:33

他會聽到你的話的

By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-12-15T15:26

我看了也好難過拍拍

By Frederic
at 2010-12-18T19:19

加油!

By Ula
at 2010-12-21T23:13

拍拍~~要擦乾眼淚繼續往下走喔:)

By Sierra Rose
at 2010-12-25T03:06

加油帶著他的愛堅強生活下去吧

By Emily
at 2010-12-28T07:00

加油!!好好活下去是最好的回答

By Oliver
at 2010-12-31T10:53

加油!!

By Hedy
at 2011-01-03T14:46

拍拍..加油喔!!

By Elizabeth
at 2011-01-06T18:40

加油!!!!!

By Faithe
at 2011-01-09T22:33

原PO加油!!

By Donna
at 2011-01-13T02:27

拍拍好好照顧自己~

By Christine
at 2011-01-16T06:20

拍拍!!加油~~~~

By Bennie
at 2011-01-19T10:13

拍拍～加油！保重！

By Mason
at 2011-01-22T14:07

加油看完我都想哭了!!

By Franklin
at 2011-01-25T18:00

小兔加油!(抱)

By Michael
at 2011-01-28T21:54

拍拍加油 >"<

By Jessica
at 2011-02-01T01:47

R.I.P

By Rae
at 2011-02-04T05:40

T︿T...秀秀!!

By Enid
at 2011-02-07T09:34

拍拍加油

By Freda
at 2011-02-10T13:27

拍拍~要保重自己!

By Lydia
at 2011-02-13T17:21

加油要為逝去之人努力活下去

By Franklin
at 2011-02-16T21:14

拍拍!!加油哦!

By Cara
at 2011-02-20T01:07

加油

By John
at 2011-02-23T05:01

拍拍(抱) 請妳要加油!!

By Regina
at 2011-02-26T08:54

拍....能問是醫療疏失嗎?(推眼鏡)

By Annie
at 2011-03-01T12:48

拍

By Dora
at 2011-03-04T16:41

拍拍,加油! 要堅強唷!

By Noah
at 2011-03-07T20:34

加油>"<

By Poppy
at 2011-03-11T00:28

R.I.P

By Rebecca
at 2011-03-14T04:21

拍拍

By Ula
at 2011-03-17T08:15

拍拍~好心疼妳~~(抱)

By Annie
at 2011-03-20T12:08

給泥拍拍......未來的路要堅強的走下去

By Linda
at 2011-03-23T16:01

他會變成天使陪在你身邊的加油唷！

By Ida
at 2011-03-26T19:55

加油噢也要好好照顧自己

By Edith
at 2011-03-29T23:48

拍拍，雖然知道妳很難過但還是要提醒妳自己
身體要顧好喔

By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2011-04-02T03:42

拍拍～加油！！

By Jacky
at 2011-04-05T07:35

拍拍!! (眼眶泛淚了) 秀秀...:"(

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