我需要安慰 - 閒聊

Andrew avatar
By Andrew
at 2009-05-12T19:40

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這個月 對我的打擊實在太大
恍如隔世

4月中,愛人熊熊因為腹部脹氣入院檢查
此後,他再也沒能跟我說過任何一句話...
從他慢慢失去意識,在上個週末的母親節凌晨辭世
那種深深的無力與哀傷
就不曾間斷過
雖然有幸能緊緊握著他的手,陪他一直走到人生的盡頭
但時間對於我倆仍舊太短暫了

直到現在
深深的凝視著他的遺體、他的遺容
仍不斷妄想他還能再醒過來

他好年輕,今年就要從博班畢業了
6月正要去美國參加一場國際研討會
他還想著要畢業工作賺錢好改善家裡經濟狀況...
好多好多的美夢...怎麼瞬間都成了泡影

我常想
要是現在躺著的是我,那該有多好
這樣 他的夢就不會中斷了
就不會這麼心碎和遺憾

我常跟自己說: 已經沒有什麼可以失去了
但我現在失去的,卻是我在困頓生活裡那心靈的寄託
好難已接受....也不願接受

親愛的熊
我是你的小兔
看著你,想著你,念著你,你的擁抱,你的話語...
現在我卻只能緊緊抓著你的外套,努力不讓自己哭泣

我好想你
一邊辦理你的後事,一邊默默拭去眼角的淚
他們說不可以讓你牽掛
但我卻不想走出你的回憶

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Caitlin avatar
By Caitlin
at 2009-05-15T23:34
我哭了..........拍拍~~~
Anonymous avatar
By Anonymous
at 2009-05-19T03:27
加油:(
Kyle avatar
By Kyle
at 2009-05-22T07:21
拍拍!!
Heather avatar
By Heather
at 2009-05-25T11:14
拍拍 加油
Adele avatar
By Adele
at 2009-05-28T15:07
拍拍...
Lucy avatar
By Lucy
at 2009-05-31T19:01
拍拍 驚 我男人也有脹氣耶ˊˋ
Rebecca avatar
By Rebecca
at 2009-06-03T22:54
原來這會這麼嚴重嗎ˊˋ?
Eartha avatar
By Eartha
at 2009-06-07T02:48
大拍拍
Carolina Franco avatar
By Carolina Franco
at 2009-06-10T06:41
拍拍 妳要加油喔!!!
Hamiltion avatar
By Hamiltion
at 2009-06-13T10:34
拍拍...
Daph Bay avatar
By Daph Bay
at 2009-06-16T14:28
不好意思,可以問結果是什麼病嗎?
我也常脹氣
Rosalind avatar
By Rosalind
at 2009-06-19T18:21
加油 >< 一定要加油!
Donna avatar
By Donna
at 2009-06-22T22:15
原PO要堅強~加油 HUG!!
Michael avatar
By Michael
at 2009-06-26T02:08
好哀傷喔,加油!堅強的走下去!
Zanna avatar
By Zanna
at 2009-06-29T06:01
拍拍 加油喔~~
Rae avatar
By Rae
at 2009-07-02T09:55
拍拍~看完了都哭了
Quintina avatar
By Quintina
at 2009-07-05T13:48
拍拍 加油!!!
Heather avatar
By Heather
at 2009-07-08T17:42
拍拍 加油!!
Bennie avatar
By Bennie
at 2009-07-11T21:35
加油
Robert avatar
By Robert
at 2009-07-15T01:28
拍拍~我也哭了...加油...
Doris avatar
By Doris
at 2009-07-18T05:22
(摟)拍拍~這種痛真的難以言喻
Andrew avatar
By Andrew
at 2009-07-21T09:15
拍拍 加油!!O_Q
Olive avatar
By Olive
at 2009-07-24T13:09
加油
Yedda avatar
By Yedda
at 2009-07-27T17:02
拍拍
Emma avatar
By Emma
at 2009-07-30T20:55
http://0rz.tw/DZfkO 用這首歌替原PO拍拍
John avatar
By John
at 2009-08-03T00:49
好難過
Ida avatar
By Ida
at 2009-08-06T04:42
加油喔...!!!
Liam avatar
By Liam
at 2009-08-09T08:36
好好加油
Mia avatar
By Mia
at 2009-08-12T12:29
拍拍~他會在妳身邊一直守護著妳的
Quanna avatar
By Quanna
at 2009-08-15T16:22
拍拍~~ 要加油喔!!
Connor avatar
By Connor
at 2009-08-18T20:16
拍拍~
Jacky avatar
By Jacky
at 2009-08-22T00:09
拍拍 加油:)
Puput avatar
By Puput
at 2009-08-25T04:03
拍拍 加油
Steve avatar
By Steve
at 2009-08-28T07:56
拍拍 加油~
Ethan avatar
By Ethan
at 2009-08-31T11:49
拍拍,原波加油,我鼻酸了.....
Kelly avatar
By Kelly
at 2009-09-03T15:43
拍拍 加油!
Charlotte avatar
By Charlotte
at 2009-09-06T19:36
加油!!
Kumar avatar
By Kumar
at 2009-09-09T23:30
拍拍 給原PO一個大擁抱...
Vanessa avatar
By Vanessa
at 2009-09-13T03:23
拍拍~~~><~
Rosalind avatar
By Rosalind
at 2009-09-16T07:16
加油
Robert avatar
By Robert
at 2009-09-19T11:10
我哭了T_T 原波要保重自己 他在天上才
會安心喔!
Harry avatar
By Harry
at 2009-09-22T15:03
Anthony avatar
By Anthony
at 2009-09-25T18:57
加油!!
Suhail Hany avatar
By Suhail Hany
at 2009-09-28T22:50
拍拍 原PO要堅強 令人感傷的一篇 Q_Q
Dorothy avatar
By Dorothy
at 2009-10-02T02:43
拍拍..加油,他一定也希望妳過得好 !
Jacob avatar
By Jacob
at 2009-10-05T06:37
拍拍 !!!
Rosalind avatar
By Rosalind
at 2009-10-08T10:30
加油Q_Q好難過
Lily avatar
By Lily
at 2009-10-11T14:24
拍拍 要堅強喔 Q_Q
Elvira avatar
By Elvira
at 2009-10-14T18:17
[email protected]@~ 拍拍 秀秀喔~~
Yedda avatar
By Yedda
at 2009-10-17T22:10
拍拍...
Ula avatar
By Ula
at 2009-10-21T02:04
拍拍~ 可以請問是什麼病嗎??
Genevieve avatar
By Genevieve
at 2009-10-24T05:57
拍拍~
Rachel avatar
By Rachel
at 2009-10-27T09:51
...我哭了...天殺的>__<加油
Heather avatar
By Heather
at 2009-10-30T13:44
秀秀.....(6月的研討會是在舊金山嗎?)
Iris avatar
By Iris
at 2009-11-02T17:37
拍拍 要堅強 一定也希望你過得好
Erin avatar
By Erin
at 2009-11-05T21:31
拍拍!!!請堅強起來!!!
Odelette avatar
By Odelette
at 2009-11-09T01:24
拍拍…鼻酸了ˊˋ
Puput avatar
By Puput
at 2009-11-12T05:18
拍拍... 要拍到這篇爆...
Victoria avatar
By Victoria
at 2009-11-15T09:11
加油!!!
Kama avatar
By Kama
at 2009-11-18T13:04
拍拍
Ingrid avatar
By Ingrid
at 2009-11-21T16:58
拍拍... 一定要加油哦:)
Linda avatar
By Linda
at 2009-11-24T20:51
拍拍..
Steve avatar
By Steve
at 2009-11-28T00:45
拍拍...
Erin avatar
By Erin
at 2009-12-01T04:38
拍拍...加油唷!!!
Thomas avatar
By Thomas
at 2009-12-04T08:31
拍拍 QQ 加油加油:)))))
Jacob avatar
By Jacob
at 2009-12-07T12:25
拍拍 原PO加油
Harry avatar
By Harry
at 2009-12-10T16:18
拍拍
Jacob avatar
By Jacob
at 2009-12-13T20:12
拍拍~~~我哭了><
Suhail Hany avatar
By Suhail Hany
at 2009-12-17T00:05
拍拍~~Q_Q 哭了
Thomas avatar
By Thomas
at 2009-12-20T03:58
原PO要加油 別太難過 自己身體也要顧歐
Olive avatar
By Olive
at 2009-12-23T07:52
拍拍!!!加油
Mary avatar
By Mary
at 2009-12-26T11:45
原波加油
Emma avatar
By Emma
at 2009-12-29T15:39
拍拍!!
Skylar Davis avatar
By Skylar Davis
at 2010-01-01T19:32
拍拍 加油
George avatar
By George
at 2010-01-04T23:25
秀秀
Jacob avatar
By Jacob
at 2010-01-08T03:19
拍拍..原PO要加油..
Isabella avatar
By Isabella
at 2010-01-11T07:12
拍拍...原PO加油!
Skylar DavisLinda avatar
By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-01-14T11:06
祝福他一路好走,也希望妳堅強起來>"<
Dorothy avatar
By Dorothy
at 2010-01-17T14:59
加油
Adele avatar
By Adele
at 2010-01-20T18:52
拍拍~加油喔!
Tracy avatar
By Tracy
at 2010-01-23T22:46
拍拍.....
Queena avatar
By Queena
at 2010-01-27T02:39
原po加油~
Skylar Davis avatar
By Skylar Davis
at 2010-01-30T06:33
原PO要堅強 加油!!
Zenobia avatar
By Zenobia
at 2010-02-02T10:26
拍拍~
Sarah avatar
By Sarah
at 2010-02-05T14:19
抱抱~~~原PO加油!祝福他到天堂去享福
Eartha avatar
By Eartha
at 2010-02-08T18:13
秀秀~你要連他的份一起幸福下去喔!
Hedwig avatar
By Hedwig
at 2010-02-11T22:06
加油!要往前看,堅強創造未來的人生喔
Hamiltion avatar
By Hamiltion
at 2010-02-15T02:00
拍拍... 原po加油哦!
Frederica avatar
By Frederica
at 2010-02-18T05:53
加油~拍拍
Elizabeth avatar
By Elizabeth
at 2010-02-21T09:46
我阿公也在同一天走了...希望他們現在都
Oscar avatar
By Oscar
at 2010-02-24T13:40
沒有苦痛
Carol avatar
By Carol
at 2010-02-27T17:33
拍拍…加油!
Aaliyah avatar
By Aaliyah
at 2010-03-02T21:27
加油!!
Caitlin avatar
By Caitlin
at 2010-03-06T01:20
加油 為了他好好的活下去
Kelly avatar
By Kelly
at 2010-03-09T05:13
拍拍~加油!!
Lauren avatar
By Lauren
at 2010-03-12T09:07
拍拍 加油
Oscar avatar
By Oscar
at 2010-03-15T13:00
加油 一定要好好走下去喔><
Cara avatar
By Cara
at 2010-03-18T16:54
加油...
Faithe avatar
By Faithe
at 2010-03-21T20:47
拍拍> <
Enid avatar
By Enid
at 2010-03-25T00:40
拍拍 加油喔!!!
Zanna avatar
By Zanna
at 2010-03-28T04:34
加油加油~要好好照顧自己喔~
Cara avatar
By Cara
at 2010-03-31T08:27
加油...看了心很酸... :(
Blanche avatar
By Blanche
at 2010-04-03T12:21
加油
Dora avatar
By Dora
at 2010-04-06T16:14
加油,你要堅強...我相信他也不希望
你難過...也不希望他會影響到你的生
Brianna avatar
By Brianna
at 2010-04-09T20:07
活...加油!要熬過來...^^
Agnes avatar
By Agnes
at 2010-04-13T00:01
加油!!!!!
Erin avatar
By Erin
at 2010-04-16T03:54
加油!
Charlotte avatar
By Charlotte
at 2010-04-19T07:48
拍拍 你要加油
Poppy avatar
By Poppy
at 2010-04-22T11:41
加油
Carolina Franco avatar
By Carolina Franco
at 2010-04-25T15:34
拍拍...加油!!!
Poppy avatar
By Poppy
at 2010-04-28T19:28
鼻酸><拍拍...加油!!!
Vanessa avatar
By Vanessa
at 2010-05-01T23:21
拍拍 趕快走出來吧...
Leila avatar
By Leila
at 2010-05-05T03:15
加油!!
Emma avatar
By Emma
at 2010-05-08T07:08
我之前才見識過,只是走的人是我大哥...
Cara avatar
By Cara
at 2010-05-11T11:01
希望你可以趕快走出來,加油~~
John avatar
By John
at 2010-05-14T14:55
拍拍
Tracy avatar
By Tracy
at 2010-05-17T18:48
拍拍
Kelly avatar
By Kelly
at 2010-05-20T22:42
我也哭了 請堅強..拍拍拍拍......
Rebecca avatar
By Rebecca
at 2010-05-24T02:35
加油~!
Audriana avatar
By Audriana
at 2010-05-27T06:28
加油... 讓大家在這裡陪妳...
Ivy avatar
By Ivy
at 2010-05-30T10:22
加油...你不是一個人ˊˋ
Dinah avatar
By Dinah
at 2010-06-02T14:15
拍拍...
William avatar
By William
at 2010-06-05T18:09
拍拍, 加油!!
Olive avatar
By Olive
at 2010-06-08T22:02
拍拍,別難過
Ivy avatar
By Ivy
at 2010-06-12T01:55
加油
Carolina Franco avatar
By Carolina Franco
at 2010-06-15T05:49
加油>"<
Ula avatar
By Ula
at 2010-06-18T09:42
原po加油!!
Skylar Davis avatar
By Skylar Davis
at 2010-06-21T13:36
拍拍~
Hedda avatar
By Hedda
at 2010-06-24T17:29
拍拍
Mary avatar
By Mary
at 2010-06-27T21:22
你要堅強 好好的活下去 加油~
Brianna avatar
By Brianna
at 2010-07-01T01:16
拍拍
Queena avatar
By Queena
at 2010-07-04T05:09
加油! 他一定希望妳能好好地繼續生活!
Necoo avatar
By Necoo
at 2010-07-07T09:03
加油!!!!!
David avatar
By David
at 2010-07-10T12:56
加油!看了都快哭出來了...
David avatar
By David
at 2010-07-13T16:49
加油!!!
Susan avatar
By Susan
at 2010-07-16T20:43
(拭淚) 拍!!
Connor avatar
By Connor
at 2010-07-20T00:36
T^T
Rosalind avatar
By Rosalind
at 2010-07-23T04:30
加油!!
Robert avatar
By Robert
at 2010-07-26T08:23
拍拍!!!加油!!!
Una avatar
By Una
at 2010-07-29T12:16
加油....一定要走出來 多久不要緊!
Quintina avatar
By Quintina
at 2010-08-01T16:10
拍拍 加油!
Freda avatar
By Freda
at 2010-08-04T20:03
拍拍 加油.....
Mason avatar
By Mason
at 2010-08-07T23:57
拍拍!加油唷
Callum avatar
By Callum
at 2010-08-11T03:50
Hardy avatar
By Hardy
at 2010-08-14T07:43
啪啪!你要堅強,因他不會希望你難過過日子
Isla avatar
By Isla
at 2010-08-17T11:37
加油!
Margaret avatar
By Margaret
at 2010-08-20T15:30
拍拍!! 加油!!
Gary avatar
By Gary
at 2010-08-23T19:24
OH NO~加油
Olga avatar
By Olga
at 2010-08-26T23:17
加油!加油喔!
Andy avatar
By Andy
at 2010-08-30T03:10
拍拍~加油
Noah avatar
By Noah
at 2010-09-02T07:04
加油~好難過!!
Tom avatar
By Tom
at 2010-09-05T10:57
拍拍
Jake avatar
By Jake
at 2010-09-08T14:51
加油
Blanche avatar
By Blanche
at 2010-09-11T18:44
拍拍.....!
Tom avatar
By Tom
at 2010-09-14T22:37
好好哭吧!那種痛我了解,是痛到心坎去的
William avatar
By William
at 2010-09-18T02:31
有一天時間會沖掉你的悲傷
Selena avatar
By Selena
at 2010-09-21T06:24
但是不管怎樣,我相信你家熊熊會希望你好好
Delia avatar
By Delia
at 2010-09-24T10:18
希望時間能讓妳走出傷痛!他也會這麼希望的
Delia avatar
By Delia
at 2010-09-27T14:11
拍拍!!!
Robert avatar
By Robert
at 2010-09-30T18:04
拍拍!!
Agnes avatar
By Agnes
at 2010-10-03T21:58
希望他有保險
Delia avatar
By Delia
at 2010-10-07T01:51
拍拍 千萬保重自己
Jacob avatar
By Jacob
at 2010-10-10T05:45
天啊QQ 拍拍
Zanna avatar
By Zanna
at 2010-10-13T09:38
拍拍..
Rosalind avatar
By Rosalind
at 2010-10-16T13:31
拍拍...加油!!!
John avatar
By John
at 2010-10-19T17:25
拍拍~~加油
Agatha avatar
By Agatha
at 2010-10-22T21:18
拍拍~ 我也想知道 常常脹氣......
Sandy avatar
By Sandy
at 2010-10-26T01:12
再看了下之前妳發的文,真是心酸..加油喔!
Tristan Cohan avatar
By Tristan Cohan
at 2010-10-29T05:05
拍拍 要加油!
Thomas avatar
By Thomas
at 2010-11-01T08:58
加油
Leila avatar
By Leila
at 2010-11-04T12:52
加油!!!拍拍!真的要保重自己!
Oliver avatar
By Oliver
at 2010-11-07T16:45
加油:(
Skylar DavisLinda avatar
By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-11-10T20:39
加油~拍拍~
Liam avatar
By Liam
at 2010-11-14T00:32
拍拍~加油~你好好照顧自己喔^^
Caroline avatar
By Caroline
at 2010-11-17T04:25
加油!!
Robert avatar
By Robert
at 2010-11-20T08:19
拍拍...
Susan avatar
By Susan
at 2010-11-23T12:12
拍拍 加油
Freda avatar
By Freda
at 2010-11-26T16:06
小兔加油,要堅強!
Andrew avatar
By Andrew
at 2010-11-29T19:59
加油!!(拍)
Rebecca avatar
By Rebecca
at 2010-12-02T23:52
加油(拍拍)要好好堅強的過接下來的每一天唷
Andy avatar
By Andy
at 2010-12-06T03:46
加油!希望妳能堅強!
Anonymous avatar
By Anonymous
at 2010-12-09T07:39
拍拍~我也剛經歷喪親之痛!要加油撐過
Kelly avatar
By Kelly
at 2010-12-12T11:33
他會聽到你的話的
Skylar DavisLinda avatar
By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2010-12-15T15:26
我看了也好難過 拍拍
Frederic avatar
By Frederic
at 2010-12-18T19:19
加油!
Ula avatar
By Ula
at 2010-12-21T23:13
拍拍~~要擦乾眼淚繼續往下走喔:)
Sierra Rose avatar
By Sierra Rose
at 2010-12-25T03:06
加油 帶著他的愛 堅強生活下去吧
Emily avatar
By Emily
at 2010-12-28T07:00
加油!!好好活下去是最好的回答
Oliver avatar
By Oliver
at 2010-12-31T10:53
加油!!
Hedy avatar
By Hedy
at 2011-01-03T14:46
拍拍..加油喔!!
Elizabeth avatar
By Elizabeth
at 2011-01-06T18:40
加油!!!!!
Faithe avatar
By Faithe
at 2011-01-09T22:33
原PO加油!!
Donna avatar
By Donna
at 2011-01-13T02:27
拍拍 好好照顧自己~
Christine avatar
By Christine
at 2011-01-16T06:20
拍拍!!加油~~~~
Bennie avatar
By Bennie
at 2011-01-19T10:13
拍拍~加油!保重!
Mason avatar
By Mason
at 2011-01-22T14:07
加油 看完我都想哭了!!
Franklin avatar
By Franklin
at 2011-01-25T18:00
小兔加油!(抱)
Michael avatar
By Michael
at 2011-01-28T21:54
拍拍 加油 >"<
Jessica avatar
By Jessica
at 2011-02-01T01:47
R.I.P
Rae avatar
By Rae
at 2011-02-04T05:40
T︿T...秀秀!!
Enid avatar
By Enid
at 2011-02-07T09:34
拍拍 加油
Freda avatar
By Freda
at 2011-02-10T13:27
拍拍~要保重自己!
Lydia avatar
By Lydia
at 2011-02-13T17:21
加油 要為逝去之人努力活下去
Franklin avatar
By Franklin
at 2011-02-16T21:14
拍拍!!加油哦!
Cara avatar
By Cara
at 2011-02-20T01:07
加油
John avatar
By John
at 2011-02-23T05:01
拍拍(抱) 請妳要加油!!
Regina avatar
By Regina
at 2011-02-26T08:54
拍....能問 是醫療疏失嗎?(推眼鏡)
Annie avatar
By Annie
at 2011-03-01T12:48
Dora avatar
By Dora
at 2011-03-04T16:41
拍拍,加油! 要堅強唷!
Noah avatar
By Noah
at 2011-03-07T20:34
加油>"<
Poppy avatar
By Poppy
at 2011-03-11T00:28
R.I.P
Rebecca avatar
By Rebecca
at 2011-03-14T04:21
拍拍
Ula avatar
By Ula
at 2011-03-17T08:15
拍拍~好心疼妳~~(抱)
Annie avatar
By Annie
at 2011-03-20T12:08
給泥拍拍......未來的路要堅強的走下去
Linda avatar
By Linda
at 2011-03-23T16:01
他會變成天使陪在你身邊的 加油唷!
Ida avatar
By Ida
at 2011-03-26T19:55
加油噢 也要好好照顧自己
Edith avatar
By Edith
at 2011-03-29T23:48
拍拍,雖然知道妳很難過但還是要提醒妳自己
身體要顧好喔
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By Skylar DavisLinda
at 2011-04-02T03:42
拍拍~加油!!
Jacky avatar
By Jacky
at 2011-04-05T07:35
拍拍!! (眼眶泛淚了) 秀秀...:"(

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By Daniel
at 2009-05-06T23:06
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By Charlotte
at 2009-04-22T07:01
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Kumar avatar
By Kumar
at 2009-04-06T02:59
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at 2009-04-06T00:36
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By Regina
at 2009-04-03T00:25
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