請為她祝福 - 閒聊
By Puput
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這是我第一次在這裡po文,想說個我表姊的故事,
我和表姊年紀差不多,所以從小感情很好,
每次暑假或過年回外婆家,總是會玩和睡在一起
小學的時候我們互相通信,直到國中以後,慢慢少了連絡
主要原因是因為表姊功課不太好,她是個漂亮清秀的女生
所以,很早就開始接觸愛情
我呢,是個長相平凡的女生,國中時被教育成要當個優秀的人
所以,我把心力都放在功課上,
隨著年紀的成長以及不同的選擇,
漸漸的我們的感情失去了溫度,也走向不一樣的道路
在我念研究所那年,表姊跟交往了幾年的男友結婚了,
我去參加了她的婚禮,覺得她真美!
她來敬酒時,我們互相擁抱了一下,有點點生澀,但我想我們彼此心裡
閃過的是小時候我們一起在外婆家趴在陽台上看著遠方想未來的樣子
表姊結婚後的幾年,表姊生了個好可愛的妹妹.原以為這是幸福的婚姻
卻再幾年後開始聽到一些讓我蠻吃驚的消息
表姊夫吸毒,家暴,帶女人回家,
過了幾年痛苦的日子後,表姊終於離婚,但想要看孩子,還得付錢給表姊夫...
離婚後的她,回到老家的城市裡,找了份業務的工作
他的追求者不斷,但卻從來不敢再接受誰
就這樣過了兩三年後的現在....
再次聽到表姊的消息,她生病了...
一開始的判斷是腦垂體的腫瘤,但還無法精確確認是哪種類型的疾病
清瘦秀麗的身材開始走樣,全身肥腫
並在前陣子住院檢查,卻因為她對檢查用的化學顯影劑過敏
每次檢查都會休克住進加護病房
就這樣連續進出好幾次,直到現在,她還在加護病房....
清醒時他告訴舅媽:對不起...如果我需要氣切,請不要救我...
當我媽媽把最近的消息告訴我時,我很難過
腦子裡,閃過小時候的她的樣子,閃過我們手拉手走在外婆身後的樣子
奔跑在樓梯間的樣子，以及後來無數次看到彼此卻陌生到說不出話的樣子
長大後的我還是平凡的我,沒有變成優秀的菁英,身邊沒有愛情
有時後怨懟生活和工作無趣,
但比較起來,我在平凡中無比的幸福,卻從來沒有想過珍惜~
眼淚不經流個不停，我真的真的好希望她可以度過這個關卡
命運讓她無數坎坷，勢必要讓她迎向好的未來
而我好希望，下次看到她可以擁抱她。。。
真的....
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