一直哭怎麼辦 - 閒聊

幹我也不知道為什麼

自從跟上上任分手後讓自己孤單兩年

幾乎都一個人生活 拒絕朋友邀約強迫自己跟負面情緒共處

想要讓自己有能力處理錐心刺骨的難過

結果好像變成我讓自己壓抑所有情緒

包含開心快樂

所以我認為我現在已經是波瀾不驚的人

結果遇到現在這個女生

Who’s full of love

And she reminds me what’s the feeling of love

But she gonna leave me in one month

I don’t know

I just can’t help crying

because I realize I’ve totally fallen in love with her

The point is she gonna leave Taiwan in one month and I think I’ll never meet
anyone like her

She’s so special

Maybe I just releasing all of my pressures in these years

But I need to stop this

I need to work and meet her tomorrow

It’s so hard to accept these feelings again.

Yeah The feeling of falling in love is beautiful

At the same time the feeling of sadness is strong as well

I thought I’m a rational guy, but I’m not

So how to fix this

I have to stop these emotional things

Please help me

Sorry for the English writing I’ve drank half bottle of whiskey.

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