生日快樂,祝我自己。 - 菸草

By Cara
at 2009-12-08T00:39
at 2009-12-08T00:39
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從我遇見了菸,生命重要的時刻,它總陪在我身邊,
沒有多餘的話語,沒有喧鬧的人群,
手上夾著的那隻菸,陪我走過歲月的交接。
從台藝大看完電影回家,下了公車還有十分鐘,
我點著手上心愛的綠ma,走到小七門口聽著歌,
重覆播放的十面埋伏,我想起我與哪些人擦肩,
他們陪我度過的生日,過去的歲月那麼樣的讓人感動,
最後的離去我們都放在心裡。
倒數的時間,五十九分我傳了簡訊給自己
「心境對了,每一天對妳來說都是重生日,生日快樂,靜。」
十二點整,我向二十六歲的自己告別。
手上的菸抽到最後一口,它陪我過了生日,
今年,算是二十七年來我第一次一個人單獨度過的生日,
印象深刻難以忘懷,重點是,我沒有哭泣,我沒有難過,我面對了,
不再像以前的逃開躲避掙扎,
我享受著,一個人的菸一個人的酒一個人的幸福,
不再靠誰來完整我,也許還不夠堅強,但只要心境對了,
我隨時都可以再過一次生日。
菸,我如果沒有了你,天上的所有眾神們,請給予能陪伴我的力量。
祝,生日快樂。to myself.
以後,也要照著這樣的方式閃亮下去唷。
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煙和酒,一生的好朋友。
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