心煩發洩 半自介 - 菸草
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By Isla
at 2018-09-13T14:08
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Table of Contents
首次在菸板發文
平時主要在憂鬱板出沒
菸齡幾個月而已 抽紅媽軟包
當時接觸到菸的原因很幼稚
因為前女友討厭抽菸的人
所以在正式分開斷絕聯絡後接觸了菸
僅此
本身患有憂鬱症
醫生不鼓勵但也不阻止我抽菸
家庭離異所以我選擇獨自外宿
前陣子把身心狀況告知家中
在我調適好自己之前不會回家
我爸爸很能諒解
我媽媽雖然會對我說加油之類的
卻三不五時傳來
你都不會想家哦 我能不能去找你
兒子都不回家好難過
一直翻出過去家中的照片或回傳憶給我
這類讓我情緒很緊繃的訊息
我愛我的家庭
但毀了這個家的就是口口聲聲說愛我的家母
在我短短人生中多次外遇 尋短
我也過的很痛苦啊
為什麼就不能讓我好好休息一陣子
今天又傳來同樣的訊息
就已經答應過中秋會回家了
還要在這個接近的時間點掐著我脖子
我現在沒工作也在調適情傷
還有很多我的壓力讓我快喘不過氣了
但還是很努力在讓自己活著
這幾天不斷的做惡夢
抽菸量也越來越多
換個地方發洩情緒
感謝願意聽我發牢騷的板友
抽煙有害身體健康,請勿抽煙
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