希望能有好事情發生 - 醫院
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其實這只是一段不短的抱怨文,除了抱怨在長照機構上班遇到的狗屁事情之外,
仔細想想好像當上社工之後,都沒發生甚麼好事情,前兩天還因為壓力太大莫名爆哭,
有時候累到在大便的時候,我就直接睡著了。
103年的5月,我從美和的社工系畢業,接著就進入職場,當了養護中心的社工,
穿上白袍的那一天,我知道自己就是一個真正的社工了。
然後就陷入了痛苦的循環中,一個人要HOLD住一百多個個案,每天去上班,就是像
狗一樣的被罵,還不是那種碎碎念的罵,是拍桌子破口大罵的那種,而且被罵的內容也很
莫名其妙,電腦桌面圖示太亂也被罵,抽屜太亂也被罵,更誇張的是有一次我在辦公室寫
字,主任經過,我只是抬頭看是誰而已,就因為這樣我就被罵說,因為我沒有專心在工作
上,所以有人經過你才會抬頭,就因為這樣被破口大罵了30分鐘。
就連我在辦活動途中,也是被叫出去,歇斯底里的狂罵半小時,就因為她覺得活動太
吵,被罵完之後,轉身還要笑著帶活動,我都不知道我在當社工,還是扮小丑?
還常常朝令夕改,早上跟我說資料要做成A格式,我做成A格式給她之後,下午又是
被叫去罵,問說為什麼要做成A?我明明說要做成B!你今天沒改好,你就不要下班。
還記得前年過年前,我剛好重感冒,主任給我的考核分數,又非常低,所以一整天都
沒甚麼笑容,在下班前,主任當著所有同事的面跟我說,Jester9254,你真的態度很差,
不要因為我分數給你甲下,你就擺臉色給我看,信不信我拿回來讓你吃丙?
別人的藍色星期一,頂多是不想上班,但我每到星期天晚上,就是不停的祈禱天不要
亮、鬧鐘不要響,整夜不睡的撐著。
一次又一次的對公司掏心掏肺,一年又一年的幫他們把機構評鑑拚到優等,然後是一
次又一次的心碎。
朋友曾經問過我,Jester9254,你怎麼有辦法撐到五年?我只能告訴朋友,因為主任
對我期望高,才會這樣罵我啊,而且主任說過要共體時艱,她也把我當自己的兒子看,所
以我就一直這樣撐下去呀。
這中間,主任也不停的對我說,未來希望培養我當主管,或是爭取幫我加薪,沒關係
,我等,我等了五年薪水零零總總加起來,只有29K,後來請了第二個社工之後,稍微輕
鬆了一點,但差別待遇卻更明顯了,同樣的方案,我提出就是被罵到無地自容,其他人把
我提出的方案原封不動的再說一次,卻得到完全相反的稱讚。
中途曾經好幾次想過離職,但是跟同事感情實在太好,這是我離不開的原因,在今年
五月,終於下定決心提離職,也找到更好的工作了,但我心裡想的卻是,只要主任有開口
希望我留下,我二話不說一定留下!
但沒有,反而在離職前幾天,又大聲的嗆著我,Jester9254我跟你說,我們養護機構
的主管都有群組,你自己注意一點,我是不想要跟你撕破臉。
最讓我無法釋懷的,就是我離職之後,社工二號的薪水漲到34K,那是她幾年前給我
的承諾,想不到卻不是實現在我身上。
有時候覺得,我到底為什麼要當社工?自從當社工之後,好像也沒甚麼好事情發生阿
,天天聽別人的負面情緒,給個案建議,但誰給我建議?聽我說話?搞到自己下班之後都
只能在家裡耍自閉,然後又是充滿負面能量的迎向隔天上班。
這幾天下定決心要把自己手上的手機賣掉,買另外一隻比較好一點的手機來犒賞自己
當作自己的生日禮物,手機是賣掉了,但有一些原因買不到我理想中的手機,於是考慮著
再把舊手機買回來,剛好這時候有人捐了兩台故障需維修的筆電給我,我看著蝦皮拍賣的
手機網頁,又看了看手邊兩台故障筆電,掙扎了兩個小時,還是下單訂購了筆電的維修零
件,修好之後捐出去給需要的機構,昨天去高雄的醫院上課,發了個便當,走到停車場時
,看到有人在乞討,我原本打算就這樣走掉,但還是騎著摩托車折回去把便當給了他,過
世的阿嬤跟我說,你只要多做好事情,就會發生好事的,但不知道是不是我罪孽太深重,
我總覺得都是壞事發生在我身上......
Anyway 明天是我生日,希望能有一點點小小的好事發生。
祝我生日快樂囉~~
--
仔細想想好像當上社工之後,都沒發生甚麼好事情,前兩天還因為壓力太大莫名爆哭,
有時候累到在大便的時候,我就直接睡著了。
103年的5月,我從美和的社工系畢業,接著就進入職場,當了養護中心的社工,
穿上白袍的那一天,我知道自己就是一個真正的社工了。
然後就陷入了痛苦的循環中,一個人要HOLD住一百多個個案,每天去上班,就是像
狗一樣的被罵,還不是那種碎碎念的罵,是拍桌子破口大罵的那種,而且被罵的內容也很
莫名其妙,電腦桌面圖示太亂也被罵,抽屜太亂也被罵,更誇張的是有一次我在辦公室寫
字,主任經過,我只是抬頭看是誰而已,就因為這樣我就被罵說,因為我沒有專心在工作
上,所以有人經過你才會抬頭,就因為這樣被破口大罵了30分鐘。
就連我在辦活動途中,也是被叫出去,歇斯底里的狂罵半小時,就因為她覺得活動太
吵,被罵完之後,轉身還要笑著帶活動,我都不知道我在當社工,還是扮小丑?
還常常朝令夕改,早上跟我說資料要做成A格式,我做成A格式給她之後,下午又是
被叫去罵,問說為什麼要做成A?我明明說要做成B!你今天沒改好,你就不要下班。
還記得前年過年前,我剛好重感冒,主任給我的考核分數,又非常低,所以一整天都
沒甚麼笑容,在下班前,主任當著所有同事的面跟我說,Jester9254,你真的態度很差,
不要因為我分數給你甲下,你就擺臉色給我看,信不信我拿回來讓你吃丙?
別人的藍色星期一,頂多是不想上班,但我每到星期天晚上,就是不停的祈禱天不要
亮、鬧鐘不要響,整夜不睡的撐著。
一次又一次的對公司掏心掏肺,一年又一年的幫他們把機構評鑑拚到優等,然後是一
次又一次的心碎。
朋友曾經問過我,Jester9254,你怎麼有辦法撐到五年?我只能告訴朋友,因為主任
對我期望高,才會這樣罵我啊,而且主任說過要共體時艱,她也把我當自己的兒子看,所
以我就一直這樣撐下去呀。
這中間,主任也不停的對我說,未來希望培養我當主管,或是爭取幫我加薪,沒關係
,我等,我等了五年薪水零零總總加起來,只有29K,後來請了第二個社工之後,稍微輕
鬆了一點,但差別待遇卻更明顯了,同樣的方案,我提出就是被罵到無地自容,其他人把
我提出的方案原封不動的再說一次,卻得到完全相反的稱讚。
中途曾經好幾次想過離職,但是跟同事感情實在太好,這是我離不開的原因,在今年
五月,終於下定決心提離職,也找到更好的工作了,但我心裡想的卻是,只要主任有開口
希望我留下,我二話不說一定留下!
但沒有,反而在離職前幾天,又大聲的嗆著我,Jester9254我跟你說,我們養護機構
的主管都有群組,你自己注意一點,我是不想要跟你撕破臉。
最讓我無法釋懷的,就是我離職之後,社工二號的薪水漲到34K,那是她幾年前給我
的承諾,想不到卻不是實現在我身上。
有時候覺得,我到底為什麼要當社工?自從當社工之後,好像也沒甚麼好事情發生阿
,天天聽別人的負面情緒,給個案建議,但誰給我建議?聽我說話?搞到自己下班之後都
只能在家裡耍自閉,然後又是充滿負面能量的迎向隔天上班。
這幾天下定決心要把自己手上的手機賣掉,買另外一隻比較好一點的手機來犒賞自己
當作自己的生日禮物,手機是賣掉了,但有一些原因買不到我理想中的手機,於是考慮著
再把舊手機買回來,剛好這時候有人捐了兩台故障需維修的筆電給我,我看著蝦皮拍賣的
手機網頁,又看了看手邊兩台故障筆電,掙扎了兩個小時,還是下單訂購了筆電的維修零
件,修好之後捐出去給需要的機構,昨天去高雄的醫院上課,發了個便當,走到停車場時
,看到有人在乞討,我原本打算就這樣走掉,但還是騎著摩托車折回去把便當給了他,過
世的阿嬤跟我說,你只要多做好事情,就會發生好事的,但不知道是不是我罪孽太深重,
我總覺得都是壞事發生在我身上......
Anyway 明天是我生日,希望能有一點點小小的好事發生。
祝我生日快樂囉~~
--
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