大起大落的一週 - 好孕
By Isabella
at 2017-05-13T01:36
at 2017-05-13T01:36
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今年33歲了,備孕快2年,中間做過一次人工授精不過沒成功;繼續自然受孕努力下好不
容易4月終於驗到二條線。
中間跟老公偷偷沈浸在當準爸媽的喜悅...開始勾勒未來的畫面。
本來預計7週去照心跳的,沒想到6WD4在出差回來後出現小咖,然後出血就越來越多,顏
色也越來越紅,小白球完全無力回天...D6再去回診時,當躺在檢查椅上內診時,隱約聽
到醫生護士在說:組織...流掉...
下來檢查椅後就看到了一團紅色的組織,我不敢再看第二眼。醫生說了一些安慰話,而我
一心只想牽著老公的手趕快離開診間。
回家後很快的請了假把工作的事交辦完,去剪了頭髮又去很久沒去的餐廳吃飯,然後吃飯
時還跟老公彼此安慰:我們難過一天就好,明天之後就繼續向前走。老公說,我很堅強。
我始終沒哭。
但當燈全暗時,我卻默默的流下眼淚無法入睡,覺得有個很重很重的石頭壓著,覺得很難
喘氣。突然發現自己沒有想像中這麼放的開。
於是打開小燈在床角寫下了這一段經歷。
寶寶,也許我們都還沒準備好
但媽媽會努力照顧好自己,等你再回來的!
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容易4月終於驗到二條線。
中間跟老公偷偷沈浸在當準爸媽的喜悅...開始勾勒未來的畫面。
本來預計7週去照心跳的,沒想到6WD4在出差回來後出現小咖,然後出血就越來越多,顏
色也越來越紅,小白球完全無力回天...D6再去回診時,當躺在檢查椅上內診時,隱約聽
到醫生護士在說:組織...流掉...
下來檢查椅後就看到了一團紅色的組織,我不敢再看第二眼。醫生說了一些安慰話,而我
一心只想牽著老公的手趕快離開診間。
回家後很快的請了假把工作的事交辦完,去剪了頭髮又去很久沒去的餐廳吃飯,然後吃飯
時還跟老公彼此安慰:我們難過一天就好,明天之後就繼續向前走。老公說,我很堅強。
我始終沒哭。
但當燈全暗時,我卻默默的流下眼淚無法入睡,覺得有個很重很重的石頭壓著,覺得很難
喘氣。突然發現自己沒有想像中這麼放的開。
於是打開小燈在床角寫下了這一段經歷。
寶寶,也許我們都還沒準備好
但媽媽會努力照顧好自己,等你再回來的!
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