以為這次我不會那麼難過... - 好孕
By Tristan Cohan
at 2021-03-18T23:28
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第一次發文,若排版混亂還請見諒
2014年底流產過一次,那年29歲
2017年,32歲,因為有流產過,先去看婦產科開始吃排卵藥、排卵後吃安胎藥的日子,運氣很好在第二個月懷孕,生下了一個健康的女兒
之後因為照顧小孩心力交瘁不敢再生二寶,直到女兒快三歲一直說想要弟弟妹妹,而且她越來越懂事,所以跟先生從2020/12月開始看婦產科拿藥積極備孕。
測量基礎體溫-吃排卵藥-驗孕試紙-排卵後吃安胎藥
重複著這幾個步驟到了3/10,是排卵後的第十二天我起床忍不住偷跑驗孕,看到淡淡的第二條線,實在太開心了,當天下去去看醫生,醫生說還驗不到因為我喝很多水加上可能太早了!要我3/17回診再看看!但因為驗孕棒有驗到,醫生說應該就是有懷孕,而且已經35歲要小心一點,所以要我繼續吃排卵藥及抗排斥藥物。
排卵後我幾乎每天都肚子痛,心中雖然不安但也是繼續正常生活,也有持續量基礎體溫。
3/16早上我的基礎體溫忽然下降到36.91,沒有到真的很低,但有點緊張...所以用晨尿+曼秀雷敦驗孕,反應時間變比較久而且線比第一次驗還淡,只能一直跟寶寶說加油。
3/17 基礎體溫36.81... 加上肚子很痛,所以我送完孩子去保母那就回家臥床等回診。回診時醫生照陰超也看不到寶寶在哪裏,驗尿只有非常淡的第二條線,所以醫生幫我抽血驗孕,但也不開安胎藥給我繼續吃了
回家後我難過的哭了,上廁所時開始擦到深褐色血,就更沒辦法忍住淚水,還要想辦法避開女兒的目光,不想影響孩子的情緒。老公應酬完接手孩子陪睡後,我就進自己房間開始大哭一場...
3/18 基礎體溫36.71。看到體溫我又開始哭了...
今天的血,從深褐色變成鮮紅色,再到傍晚出現血塊,我知道寶寶離開我了。雖然知道這可能只是自然淘汰,知道寶寶應該是東西沒帶齊回去拿了... 可是還是好難過...
我以為曾經經歷過流產的我這次能調適的快一些...沒想到還是這麼痛,這兩天也總是忍不住回想自己是不是做錯了什麼事、吃錯了東西導致?
我知道不是...先生也希望我不要再這麼想了!
文章有點長...先謝謝好孕版可以讓我有個抒發心情的地方,這不是一個開心的故事,我只是真的很想把真實的心情說出來,因為面對身邊的家人朋友我不敢說這麼多,不想大家擔心,我也完全無法開口討論這件事,今天打電話問小產餐事宜的時候,光是報資料就忍不住哽咽...
這兩天哭完,我會振作的,再來會好好運動,努力恢復健康
謝謝大家看完這篇文章,祝福大家備孕順利、孕期順利、生產順利。加油!
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