Just do it ? - 菸草

By Barb Cronin
at 2010-07-17T21:54
at 2010-07-17T21:54
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星期一要回診
但是 醫生透露 需要開刀的機率是 50%
如果開下去
我需要好幾個月不抽煙
如果不開
以後會很嚴重
吃了快四年的藥
病情總是大起大落
我只怕開下去 醫生不小心手抖了略大一下
我可能這輩子都不用講話
但是我並不是開聲帶呀ˊˋ
都是在喉嚨的部位 關於新陳代謝
我的專長就是擔心
我擔心醫生手抖了一下割掉我的聲帶
我擔心醫生以為沒割到聲帶 麻醉退完後 才發現 醫生割掉了
我擔心會有很大的後遺症(其實後遺症不多)
我擔心這次的開刀 會跟「索命麻醉」一樣 其實我還醒著 而且還會感覺到痛
我擔心會長眠不起 從此只能躺在病床上 聽別人講話 可惜我卻無法動彈
我擔心以後沒人要娶我 因為我的脖子上會有疤痕
我擔心開完刀之後 我不能夠盡情的洗澡 因為脖子上有傷
我不知道該怎麼做 才能放心
我不知道該怎麼做 才能鎮定
Do it ? or not ?
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